Connections.

Late Night Wanderings of a Restless Mind

I think about the times in my life when I made a connection with someone, a connection that would impact my life. There are a few who come to mind, but names are not important, and dates are not important, only the connection matters, because they will stay with you forever. Whether is was a mis-connection or a past connection, a casual connection or an intimate connection, they all change us, some more than others.

It doesn't matter if my connection with you was 6 seconds ago or 6 years ago, when our paths cross again, we will know it was for a reason. I look forward to the day that our connection brings us back together. I know that everything happens for a reason, whether or not the outcome is predetermined. We were in the same place, at the same time, for a reason.

We always blame ourselves for mistakes in relationships and as humans it is natural to regret things, but the connection was genuine. If I learn something from you, even if you break my heart, I cannot regret my time with you, you taught me more about me. I can regret decisions I made about you but I cannot regret you.

Our paths may cross only once, or you might be braided throughout my life, but either way you are significant. I can't put a prince on my experience with those people; those people who, in either a constructive, or destructive manor, shuck up my world.

These little thoughts are running around in my head, along with my memories of all of you. I think I am finally ready for you to come back into my life, even if it is only for a fleeting second, I need closure. I need to say thank you.

To the ones who still wait in my future, wondering when I will step on your toes, I am ready and I welcome your challenges, I want to know what lesson you have to offer me.

Isn't it odd though? How people just simply enter and then exit your life, only to show up somewhere down the line, Shaking things up again. My mind is completely blown by the concept. Sure it is easier today with Facebook and cell phones and iChat, but when someone drops in on you from the past, or what you thought was a mis-connection turns out to be real connection, you still are affected by the connection.

Connected and Confused
<3
The Brunette

Case of the Mondays'

It is so hard to return to school when you spent the weekend in the sun, at the beach. Sometimes I forget how amazing the sunsets are at ocean beach and I got to see two of them this weekend. Call me the luckiest girl in the sunset...

All I want to do right now is go down to the beach and sit in the black sand and feel it on my bare feet. I would love to be at Golden Gate Park sitting in the sun that seems to be hiding behind some fog right now. But its Monday... :(

Just gotta make it through the week before yet another weekend!

<3

My Life is Beautiful... an Dirty Rich

So the last week has been quite successful. I went to the AGD formal with Andrew Henderson, and I always have a good time with him. I tackled a few Long Island Ice Tea's with Taylor on Saturday, and then the world tackled us to the ground. Sunday was lazy, but I ended the day with a dance party in the pissing rain, and a cup of Hot cocoa. Monday was back to reality, and back to classes. Tuesday I hit up the Gym with Jessielyn, and I can see that turning into an obsession all over again, but there are worse addictions, right?

Yesterday, I hung out with the lovely Kate Hockett, Jenny Rose, and Jessielyn and I showed them the way to a Dirty Rich life style. And then it was back to the annex for study time with miss Jenny.

Night time walks through the sketchy path home from the annex nearly gave me a heart attack.

Anyways.... I gotta run... back to class.

<3
The Brunette

The Way to a Lazy Wednesday....

Hit Snooze... for an hour.
One scrambled egg with a little Tapatio... In bed.
Sunshine through the spaces in the blinds... but I don't want to go outside.
Start the homework that was due an hour ago....with a cup of tea.
Over National Geographic On Demand.... and a cup of Coffee
A little bit of Dirty Rich...
A Perfect lazy day...
I love this city...
Maybe the zoo in a while?
<3
The Lazy Brunette

Oh Gravity...

It has been forever since I have posted. Not because I haven't had time, or because I didn't have anything to say; but because I didn't know how to put into words what I experienced on March 26th.

John Mayer was life changing. It was the best concert I have ever been too, and I wish I could relive it again and again. Nothing could compare to my feelings of pure happiness when he opened the show with Heartbreak Warfare... It was amazing...

He played his guitar with such passion and love, I know that his music means the world to him. Haha... I know I sound obsessed but honestly, that concert changed my world a little bit. I even shed a few tears at the sound of his his fingers strumming the first few notes of Gravity.

I wish I could put into words how wonderful it was to see him live, but it is impossible.

The rest of Spring Break was great! It rained the whole time, but I spent most of my days with the girls that I love! It was a beautiful, Dirty Rich break and I wish I could have continued with the endless ritual of staying up late and sleeping in and laughing with the girls.

But now I am back to grindstone, but on the bright side, I have only 34 days until summer... and I can't wait!!!!!

<3
The Brunette